Some older writings

My obedient, eager server: I am the way, the truth, the life. My awareness, enlightenment, soul, body, and mind; I am conceding to you. Permissiveness of you will be lived through me. Consuming me slowly with every breath I take, this disease, you, disease. Diagnosed with no feasible cure. Might your entreaties always find me, Christ. May you grant me the inclination to follow you blindly, infinitely.